T-Malo

Sorry, I can't be with you for few days but I will back.

I will let you know my crazy stories after few days.

What I did today ?

The most important is that :

I sent my application form for European Seminar for Teachers " Auschwitz - history, memory and education. Teaching about the Holocaust and Auschwitz in the authentic memorial site ". Location: Cracow-Auschwitz from 7th October to 13th October 2007.

See you soon

I thought that I will follow to sleep ... but when I put my head on pillow I started dream about him one more time...That was like horror. Me next to them , his family, his wife and talk about money... I felt like Diana poor girl inside crazy world where everyone is just looking how to say to me "you don't fit here"...I couldn't sleep because I was angry thinking about him, but the fact that I was thinking about him made me even angrier, and the angrier I became the more I thought about him and I am still angry so you will know what it means.

I decide to write next story. I did coffee at half past three and now I am back.I am back like my best music in my time-worn record player. I think still about him but also I think very distinctly about my trip to Croatia and Izrael. I was planing that trip for a such long time with my friends, they will kill me if I will blast our plans.

Jazzymor make me feel better than anything. I am listening that music and I feel great like on uninhabited island, like in that place where nobody will find me...

X: Why are you so sad ?
Y: I meet wrong man in my life.
X: What are you trying to say ?
Y: He said to me few days ago few words like Napoleon to Josephine and I trust him.
X: Who? What he said ?
Y: He said ..."A few days ago I thought I like you; but since I last saw you I feel I like you a thousand times more. I am more interesting about you. All the time I have known you I adore you, your voice, your smile...I adore you more each day. I beg you, let me see some of your faults, please be less beautiful, less graceful, less kind... Give us the chance to...
X: and ...
Y: I have trusted him...I left everything for him...I did it...
X: and...
Y: I shouldn't talk with you about it...
X: Why not ?
Y: I don't even know your name...
X: If that will help you to cool down I will let you know my name?
Y: No, please no...After few days I am sure that all what he said that was nothing for him...All what he said flips over and just pinning underneath. At one night, the ice weasels come... and now I feel bad about myself...
X: You shouldn't you never know what will happen in your life. I belive you will find your gold fish in the beauty river...
Y: Now I know that I don't wana find any gold fish.
X: So , what's your name?
Y: I can't say...
X: Why ?
Y: My name is Unreal Love... and what's your name ?
X: My name is Broken Heart... what do you think about our meeting ? Is it real ?
Y: I don't know...
X: I belive that our meeting isn't just a meeting...
Y: Now you are so strange...
X: No, I would like to say that If grass can grow throught cement, love can find you at every time in your life...
Y: Now I don't know what to say...
X: Please just look at the sky without any words, any reasons...

You never know what will happen ....
You never know which piece of broken glass will wound you...
I would like find the way to the future time but right now I can't.

Why people all the time talk about money?
Why they can't be happy without them ?
Where is the real love like from the Shakespeares' poems ?

I don't know...

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Let me be the only one
to keep you from the cold
Now the floor of heaven is laid
the stars are bright as gold
They shine for you they shine for you
they burn for all to see
Come into these arms again
and set this spirit free

Love Song for Vampire A.L
Bram Stoker's "Dracula"